Jack And Henry Lancashire

I am your little angel
and I'm sent from far away
To cheer you up if you are sad
or had a rotten day.

So when you find a home for me
make sure that it is near,
For when you to need to talk things out
I can lend an ear.

I'm here to make you smile
when you feel a little blue,
Just look into my eyes
and I'll smile right back at you.


Or when your feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care,
Remember angels do,
and we are everywhere.


If you are scared and don't feel safe,
and don't know what to do,
talk to me
and I will get you through.

Now find that special place for me
deep inside your heart,
And I will always be there for you
no matter how far apart.

Mandy Banks (gts friend) June 26, 2008

Do you see my mummy?

If u see my mummy,
please hold her tight for me,
cuz even tho shes smiling,
her pains not easy to see.
Shes hidden it deep inside her,
a smile upon her face,
so u don't feel uncomfortable,
or put in an awkward place.
She will laugh n she will smile,
sound normal on the phone,
but deep inside shes screaming,
''help me i'm sooo alone''
i can hear also her bother,
cuz its screaming from her heart,
she dosn't know y this happened,
why we had to part.
shes all mixed up inside her,
her body is filled with pain,
please someone help my mummy,
before she go insane.
Just talk about me to her,
don't think that the pain has gone,
that she should be over me,
for ber pain will go on and on.
She held me in her body,
then held me in her arm,
she wanted to look after me ,
and keep me away from harm.
But she feel in a way,
that she let me down,
and i cant reassure her,
that i am always around.
I want to hug her tightly,
and take away her pain,
but i cant do that from here,
wait until we together again.
So if you see my mummy,
don't say uve been through worse,
don't say oh she will get over me,
i am not a lost purse!
I am and always will be,
the baby that she bore,
and even tho u loved me,
my mummy loved me more.
Don't compare me to a lost dog,
or a granddad or a nan,
she will help u with u're worries,
if she feel she can.
Don't expect to much from her,
its her child that she misses
shes like a china doll inside,
could crack up into pieces,
so hold her please so gently,
tell her not to be afraid to cry,
and listen to her go on and on,
why oh why oh why.?
Shes not the person you once knew,
yes shes changed alot,
one day her smile maybe genuine,
one day it maybe not.
So please let me rest peacefully,
i wont until u know,
that my mummy need your support,
not that silly look of so??
That as i never breathed,
i wasn't really real,
that its harder to have memories,
how do u think that make her feel?
cCuz we have many memories,
you weren't lucky enough to share,
daddy carried me in my coffin,
mummy carries my lock of hair.
I wenrn't a summit that happen!!
Or a thing that was meant to be,
she carried me past the maybe stages,
she then gave birth to me.
So if you see my mummy,
give her a gentle squeeze,
don't tell her what i've told u,
she wont be too pleased.
She likes to think its private,
the pain is not being shown
but it is there believe me,
she is feeling so alone.
Thankyou all for listening,
i'm glad i got to say,
tho u don't know me like mummy,
trust me ,you will one day!

Karen Fulker (Mummy) June 23, 2008

Beauty of Our Friendship

Friendship is a Priceless Gift that cannot be bought or sold,
But its value is far greater than a mountain made of Gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless, it can neither see nor hear
And in the time of trouble it is powerless to cheer--
It has no ears to listen nor heart to understand,
It cannot bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand
So when you ask God for a gift
Be thankful if HE sends not diamonds, pearls or riches
But The Love of Real True Friends.

Mandy Banks (friend) June 22, 2008

I THOUGHT ...

I thought I saw your face today,
In the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say, 'Their work on earth is done.'

I thought I heard your voice today,
Then laugh, your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say, 'They are in peace at last.'

I thought I felt your touch today,
In the breeze that rustled by,
And then I heard the angel say, 'The spirit never dies.'

I thought I saw my broken heart
In the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say, ' The Lord is coming soon.'

I thought that you have left me,
For the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say, ' They left you with their love.'

I thought that I would miss you so,
And never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say, ' They're with you every day.'

The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars
Will forever be around, reminding you of the love, you shared,
And the peace, they've finally found.

Mandy Banks (friend) June 21, 2008

'''♥one day u feel like crying♥....♥call me♥. ♥I dont promise that i will make u laugh♥, ♥but i can cry with u♥. ♥If one day u want to run away♥-- ♥dont be afraid to call me♥. ♥I dont promise to ask u to stop♥......♥but i can run with u♥. ♥If one day u dont want to listen to anyone♥.....♥call me♥. ♥I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet♥. ♥But one day if u call♥......♥and there is no anwser♥.....♥come fast to see me♥. ♥Perhaps i need you♥. ♥Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk♥, ♥or how close you are♥, ♥and send it to the person who sent it to you♥. ♥Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will♥. ♥Remember♥, ♥everyone needs a friend♥, ♥

Mandy Banks (friend) June 21, 2008

hello beautiful angels.

I saw two sets of identical boy babies today when i was out and it made me cry but also made me smile, i think thats your sign of telling me that your still here, auntie helen also heard your two songs on the radio, i told her that was you saying hello to her. i still miss you so much, think about you two every day, wonder what you look like and who you would take after. Please come visit me in my dreams, just so i know your both ok. mummy needs to know you are both ok and are looking after each other. xxxxxxxxxx

Karen Fulker (Mummy) June 20, 2008

thank you for all your kind words and support xxx

The Power of Friends


Everyone knows of the power of friends,
The terrific result, when everything blends.
When people have friends, they don’t stand alone;
Friends always help, when you face the unknown.


Friends give you courage to face problems untold,
So the love of a friend can help make you bold.
They can help you to live a much richer life,
So your every day living will be less filled with strife.


Thanks for being my friend!

Mandy Banks (friend) June 19, 2008

The Place Where Little Babies Go.

Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on a show
In the place where little babies go

Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go

Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go

Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.

Karen Fulker (Mummy) June 18, 2008

little angels

There is a little corner
Where I visit everyday
No-one knows I go there
Or how long that I stay
In this little corner
I speak to you alone
I imagine what it would be like
To have you back at home
In this little corner
I hold you really tight
I cuddle, kiss and squeeze you
What a pretty sight
In this little corner
I tuck you up to sleep
Another cuddle another weep
Where is this little corner
Where we never are apart
It's where I always have you with me
It's the corner of my heart

Helen Fulker (Aunt) June 18, 2008

Mommy
My Mom, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
From now until the day she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

She used to tell the truth a lot,
But now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven,
Her life is all in tatters.

Ask my Mom how she is?
She'll say 'yes I'm fine'!
She wants to beg
'Please help me, I can't find that prince of mine!

Ask my Mom how she is, she'll say 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?

Ask my Mom how she is,
She seems to cope so well
She didn't have a choice,
You see, nor the strength to yell.

You think you know the feeling,
But this, it cannot be,
For even though you loved me,
You didn't love as much as she.

She will smile and tell you,
'It's ok, God, he has a plan'.
But she will turn away and cry,
Cause she just can't understand.

Tell a joke and she will laugh,
But she is not ok,
She wants to share the joke with me,
But it will not be today.

Some day you will feel better
'Yes I will' she lies.
She knows this will not happen,
Until the day she dies.

Ask my Mom how she is,
She'll say, thank you, I'm good,
She cannot tell you how she feels,
Oh I wish she could.

Ask my Mom how she is
'Im fine, Im well, Im coping'.
For God's sake Mom,
Just tell the truth, just say your heart is broken.

Ask my Mom how she is,
'I'm well, I'm good, and you'?
I'll shake my head in heaven
It simply isn't true.

She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.

Her carnival is over,
She's stepped off the carousel,
But to save you feeling badly,
She'll say, 'thanks all is well'.

My Mom she's not gone mad yet
But oh so very nearly.
Dont ask my Mom how she is,
Ask her how she is, really.

I am here in heaven,
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen.
Hug her, hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say 'Your lucky to get in here
With all the lies you told'

Karen Fulker (Mummy) June 16, 2008